i honestly cant stand having family sleepover. its not that i dont like them because i do it’s just that i can’t fucking stand being kicked out of my room and not being able to do what i normally do. i think the main reason for my anger is the fact that i can’t smoke while they’re here and i thought they were leaving this morning but they’re only leaving for a little bit to pick up another fucking kid to take back here. there just isnt enough room in the house for six people, i have no space at all and i can’t sleep with everything being off like this. i love them but i wish they would just go home, i’d go to my moms but my aunt whom randomly showed up on my mother’s doorstep after leaving her boyfriend after not seeing her for nearly eleven years is staying with her so i wouldnt have any privacy there either. it’s like i can’t be anywhere by myself and i crave the feeling of being alone. i may hate being alone and being lonely but its when i’m most content.
i love you more
this is so fucking nice.. i dont even know how to reply. thank you.
oh god thank you!!!!